downlately`

the happiest thing that happened to me today is that
i passed amaths. [the first time anw]
this is so pathetic.

been rushin` ard getting prezzies these three days.
can say fun can say not fun.
wdv.

d o w n l a t e l y.
nothing to be truly happy about anw.

im gettin` tired again.
dun feel like doing anythg.
wan go beach.
stone.
i just wana stone.

rockify ;
and get weathered away

feel like choppin` off my hair.
but i dun dare.
feel like doing different stuff.
wan to feel passionate about stuff agains.
feel like gettin` locked up somewhere.



[who will it be? or perhaps it never will]

too][much

long time since i updated ;
comp down with viruz
owner too.
now okay liao aft burnin` a hole in muhh pocket. soon.

haha barney takecare worhs (:
nehh cum sku todayy.

just now wen j8 with qiao to get her ma's bd prez.
apparently her ma's bd is aft hers.
quite kool larhs.

hurhur.
hao kuai worhs.
its week 5 liaos.

laz day of sec 2 still etched in muhh mind vehh vividly.
haha sparked by energy's appearance on the nkf show laz night.
still rmb mak they all were singin` yi zhi dao zui hou aka together till the very end.
make us cry. haha.

so distant ;

hehheh.
orh yarhs go try mini cornetto.
it rawks.

recently so caught up][ drilled down with everythg,
long time since i really sit down to ponderr le barhs.
haha so im overeatin` instead of overthynkin`

complexity of life who can decipher.

spellbound ;

back`

hurhur.
feel so much better now.
the past few days were down.
and livin` blurly.
as if the world just collapsed and i duno wad to do.
hurhur. now felt betterr.
talked some stuff with berber. thanks barney, lurv u loads (:
and thanks Qiao listenin` to be grumble n grumble :X
and thanks Kuays for ur ever crapiness. lol.

hmm. really larhs. w/o God so lost.
shall draw back to him. hurhur.
im slackin`. sheesh.
oorh btw i got muhh ezlink card! -shrieks*
lol. dun mind the excitement.
it has been a while since i got ezlink. yay got bus concession.
can anyhow take bus agn.
rawkkas.

i think the banana virus is gone?
i deleted a whole lot of crapp ytd.
hope its gone.

pple, go buy junjie`s album
he rawkks.
ha so cute :X
shall stop feelin` down n irritable.

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renying_no larh. i nehh jumpp in joy. im just dyin` from enthusiasm. lol. he so cute larhs x.x okieokie nehh mind shall stop. ehh he got auto session we go lehs. so kool. long time sinse we go auto session le barhs. ^^ yeahs. lurv you too. wahaha (: its superlays la. not super lays. lol. wdv. super panda. hurhur. btw u nehh send finish the song then u go offline. haiya nvm. mabbe i go buy. thanks anw (:

jass_haha wattle watter. so act cute way of typin`. hurhur. but my tata is cute (: okie that sounds gross *shrugs* hehs. junjie rawkkkks!!!and the pple obviously know i lost before larhs. got records. i asked the charbor @ tpy oso $19 buckks. ((: u cheat me. haha maybe abit deprived larhs. lol.

ber_haha thanks for everythg today worhs. talkin` it out helped. helped loads actually. hurhurr. haha that band one de tell you wad nonchalant is liao barhs. hmm. been pretty siann out by pple recently barhs. but hope this fri all goes well. (: then all the efforts will pay off. (: cheers;

qiao_ haha i shud stop thynkin` that ponnin` lessons are fun. playin` hide n seek with tantan vehh excitin` thoughs. but in the end she patrol and go to our class and jo and other 3/2-ers in pe shirt still kena. but she just say2 larhs. hurhur. takecare worhs. hope all goes well this fri (:

xin_yeah thankyouu. hao le. (: i make and collect today liao. finally ezlink carddd. haha bus concession. 169. lol.

`messed up_

argh this is the third time im typin` this.
its either the banana virus or my comp is insane.
synonymous ehh.
Wdv. Went for cip just now.
2nd last session. finally.
time consumin` n energy consumin` marhs. the transportation.
not to mention financially. -.-" i wan muhh ezlinkkk.

the idiotic virus act up agn.
and this is the fourth time im typin`.
wad the hell.
cont`d. went sembawang to remake card
its still 19 bucks. so cheated la. thot it will cost a bomb.
returned to northpt wen popular get membershipp,
got this charbor horhs, super qian bian.
she was like openin` the 100 cardholders pack then she bought and countin`
and apparently she carn count.
and wdv larhs took up 8mins or so larhs.
and happily shake butt walk off. disgustin` shit.

hmm.
been ponderin` and reviewin` lately.
wonders if im believin` blindly.
and why i feel so lost now.
wonders who to confide in.
who will understand?
when i dun even understand it muhself.
so complicatedd.
haha struggles of a teenager- findin` her idenity? hurhur.

really deprived of lurv, like barney says?
hurhur.

converse watter bottle sarks.

blehs.
i hate muhh waterbottle.
so pissed.
it leaked, dissolved the caramel sweet inside my bag and go n contaminate everythg.
i know my words now weird2 one. dun blame me. just wrote 1500 word essay
and i think it sarked.
i dun have a choice liao larhs.
i wonder horh, ms heng gave us 4 weeks to do. why m i only doin` it like after the 4 weeks?
theres a serious problem with muhh time management -.-"
oorh yarh then horh comic got soakedd, my DIARY smurdge!!!
a small area larhs but so heart brokenn =[
everythg wet diao but bible perfectly fine leh ^^
a lot of times the dumb waterbottle leak then bible purfectly fine one lehhs.
thhen now my diary the whole cover wan drop off liaos!
like so -ouchh- lorhs. so sadd. it was in a good condition as compared to last year's diaryyy.
*sighhs.

hmm today service was quite fun.
although me n zhiyan late cux we rushed from cip
was havin` a headache just now, durin` cip
hhen wen for service like 2mins jiu hao liao (:
pastor shirley looked superr cute today. lol.
*hears zhiyan screamin`*

yeah then i walked from cuppage to far east aft that to meet ahmak n renying.
save transport. -.- i hate adult ezlinkk card.
had long john and walked ard.
the good old days. (:

oorhs the friday dragonboatin` was quite fun
we played an unsucessful aprils fool trick on the guides n bballers. no comments.
i wan go kayakin~~ grr.

i wan muhh diary =( *sobs.

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pam_haha wad can i say, thanks for tagging (:

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qiao_ yoyoyo. haha thanks for attemptin` to stay up to pei me finish the kuku essay that i write until vehh sarky. -.- err. we did exactly pull u up from the boat lehs. but yeah, welcum. haha! so sorry worhs. our timin` crushh. -.-" haii so sian. every sunday will cha jian er guo. i rch. u leave. so sad right! -.-" okies. so sadd u carn excited liaos. cux cant meet *pouts. haha nvm can always go out another time (:

jass_haiyoh. wun one larh. ah-tan surely wun put down his ego and use ah-wong set de paper to do de lorhs -.-" he so ego. u lookin` forward to me burnin` junjie for youuu. i heard his new song just now. okie only lehs. nvm slow songs surely super nice one (: yeayy!